Changes abound in my home as of late. Adjusting to those changes while trying to keep a smile on my face is proving to be very difficult. In my stubborn denial to admit that my marriage might be at an end, I have decided to be a generous wife (probably more generous than M deserves). As of right now the plan is that the kids and I will continue with the plan to move back to California, just now it's going to be alone. M will continue to live here and I have given him 6 mths to decide if he wants to continue with our marriage. I feel this is the only way to save my marriage, yet it also feels like a huge kick in the face. One of our biggest relationship problems is M's selfishness. So to cure this, I am going to spend mths on my own, raising 4 kids by myself and he gets to spend this time living like a bachelor doing as he pleases without anyone to take care of or responsibilities to worry about. I don't know maybe I am making a huge mistake and I should just get out now and get it over with, but for some irrational reason I just can't leave yet. Maybe I'm not as strong as I thought I was.
Well, with all this going on I have need to escape to my craft table as much as possible. I have started on a new felt book. This time it is an ABC book. Every page has a few lettered pockets with a little felt item inside matching the letter on the pocket. I'll post pics as I complete more.
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